Weightless

This pain is mine alone
There is none here for you
The tears are mine also
To shed when I remember you

The anger, the fear and the guilt
I'll carry deep inside
You cannot have it now
It's all I've left of you for only mine

I'd fight the demon
I'd battle the monster
As you did when I was small
I'd beat them down if only I could

I'd drag you back from heaven
I'd make you stay
But I need all the strength I have
Just to carry all my pain

I'd bring you back to my world
And never let you go
If only I knew for sure
I could bring you back whole

This pain is all mine now
There is no more for you
The tears I'll shed alone
When I remember you